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Alias: Nikki.. and many many others.
Hair Color: Depends on my weave.. :D but black and burgandy.
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Nationality: Afro-Caribbean American
Major: Media Art and Design
Music: Soca, Reggae, Rap, R&B, Electronic, J-music ..Anything that sounds good.
Hobbies: Writing *scoffs at self*, drawing, music, video gaming, anime
Yami no Matsuei
Full Metal Panic
Witch Hunter Robin
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Yami no Matsuei
ANY works by Chi-ran
Virtious Woman - Warrior King
One Life - The Pillows
Spicy Snapper - Ian Pooley
LEMONed I scream - Hide
Ethel - Super Blue
Stay Away - La~Arc~En~Ciel
POP is DEAD - Miyavi
Blind Game Again - Kotani Kinya
4:00 am - Luna Sea
Voiceless Screaming - X Japan
[Tuesday, October 7, 2003|11:00 p.m.]
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*still looking for article*
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but look look looooooook!
HERE and HERE
go to the orangish red looking one. that's his!
*goes back to looking*
Leonid Gourevitch is his name btw!
fuckin article... i'll find ya yet!
[Tuesday, October 7, 2003|10:04 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Saikai no hana - Kagarra *sp* ?_?
Viv's been admitted to the hospital.
I called at around 11 am since her dad(?) gave me her # to her room
I call her back after my lunch break.. and she's in her room
She sounded so sick.
I almost cried on the phone
It's not the same as last time
she can't keep ANYTHING down
But her and her mom are ok now though... in THAT area
or until she gets better anyways..
I wanted to go home and get all chic-ified for "Leon"'s Exhibit
Yeah man.. the fashion student I told all'ya about
Alice Auua-esque guy...
His work was much more colorful this time around though.
It was his new line
He even had models going around in his clotehs too
Took mad pics too!
I kinda feel bad that I was like MAAAAAD close to his work takign pics
So, I dunno if I'll scan thouse..
THEY HAD AN ARTICLE UP ABOUT HIM IN THE NEWSPAPER..
AND GUESS WHAT?
HOW MANY OF YOU SAW THE MTV MUSIC AWARDS THIS YEAR?
*is wiggling like MAD*
Do you all remember Madonna's dress?
HE DID MADONNA'S FUCKIN DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my jaw DROPPED SO LOW WHEN I READ THAT!
so *POOF* there goes my costumes....
I'm kinda sad.. but I mean shit! MADONNA!!!
I gotta find the link for the article too..
But even though I barely know the guy. I'm so proud of him
AND HE HAD TWO FUCKIN HOT GUYS THERE!
one was modeling.. and the other was a friend of "Leon's"B
And I say "LEON'S" because he's russian and his name ia like.. Leonblah blah Gioblah blah....
I left the pamphlet in school.
I gotta scan it tomorrow.
Anyhow.. it said "Leon" on it so yeah..
AI saw this girl form the M.A.Dept and we started chatting and shit
Alane told her and Brian to come tothe show.
I got to school at 5pm.. so the gallery was all open and shit.
I helped his Autnie find the elevator too.
So I see her *the girl* and we chit chatt
I got a ride home from her.
AND she took his pic with me on my camera for me!
*WIGGLES LIKE MADDDDDDDD!*
so yay! got a new friend!
*waves to Rita*
It was so funny though it was.. the media people then all the digital users BEHIND US!
i was behind a few people ince I had my zoom lens on my camera
I wound up dropping that shit.. and it got dented..B
My filters can't fit on it till I get that shit fixed too.
But I dropp my 50mm lense all the time.. the shit don't dent.
Anyways. time well spent tonight.
I took Cat's pic with Leon too!
And she got his autgraph too
He's gonna be in our school to take like.. sociology or some other class to graduate..
He's all cute and short!
ok ok.. he's like my height but still
And his metal nails..
THEY WERE SO COOL!
A shame I didn't get a chance to get a pic of his hands when he had it on
Anyhow.. off to find the article
[Sunday, October 5, 2003|01:58 p.m.]
seems liek that was only a rumor.
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anyhow. worked a bit on my ad project...
tell me what you think, mkay?
*undecided about the green box... may leave one pic in color*
I may send a copy to Fran also...
I dunno yet..
My dad went off onme about some fucking chores again.
I'm all like I did the majority of them yesterday..
and her's like OMG! THE STAIRS GOING TOT HE BASEMENT ISN'T MOPPED
I'm like.. doyou see any spills or anything?
is there mud or any such thing on there?
Oh..there isn't, is there?
Then why whould I mop them then? I mopped it LAST week!
He procedes to mop the floor w/o sweeping it.
I'm like.. um.. daddy... you know SOMEONE is gonna come down here for something.
I'm waiting for you guys to leave so i can mop
but he won't hear it.. and continues mopping like a mad man.
THEN he's all tryignto get my brop to go withthem to where ever
My bro.. being as smart as he is.. -_-
He's on 3 football teams
His leg hurts or some shit...
So he's tellin my dad he doesn't want to go
My dad is all like there's no debate on this!
I dunno if he's here or not.
All I know is that I have my ad project due soon, and work at 6pm
[Saturday, October 4, 2003|10:16 p.m.]
so as ive been hearing..
KEI FORM BAROQUE IS IN JAIL!!!!!
some say for assult.
i'm.. kinda mind boggled and kind of amused.
i mean.. what did he DO?
he shove a child or something?
he's all dainty and shit.
if he did ATTEMPT any realy damage to anyone he may break his lil hand or wrist..
or maybe even an arm.
not bashing him.. but he's kinda frail ain't he?
he's not.. well.. "stocky* like akria *gropes his arm*
shit.. even ryou isn't as skiny/dainty as kei.
i just wanna know it it's 100% true.
seems like the offical site is closed, tours are cancelled and there is an apology too.
thanks to nookitty, meeshies, jadeo for posting.
cuz one post is like.. wtfever..
but.. MANY MANY posts on the subject highten my intrest.
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[Saturday, October 4, 2003|08:51 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Funny Bunny - the pillows
Today sucked so much.
Damned cold weather!
My knee has been hurting for OVER THREE DASYS BECUASE OF IT!
And i scrapped a few layout designs still out of fear for ecomplanet deleting the pics or something
i can't find that damned kid eitehr..
which sucks ALOT!
i'm really serious about considering buying my domain and all that from him
i spent most of the day doing random web surfing.
funny how the web really is a web..
more like.. . a ball of yarn
everything leads to everything
PREFERENCE is very apparent and make more sense now
and it cracks me up
fight, make up, fight, make up
good links going down.. no alternate url.. just emptyness
random is not so random anymore.
freaky how keywords work.
the links that connect to SO many diffetrent things
eventually led me back to square one
I STILL can't find that miyavi fanlisting/clique.. shrine thing i got this button from
and it's really nice.. and if i remember.. ti was a really nicfe site too
and it had a hide shrine too
finished yami no matsuei today..
now i want to sell my vol 4 dvd.
rarely am i moved to re-watch something
i guess i was put off by the dvd quality.
i CULD have gottent he last 4 fansubs.. that still float about*coughvivcough*
it's in MINT conditon
how about it?
also.. YOU are amazing!
i gotta get thous e MIyavi sprite syou made.
they are so cute! ^_^
and you were int he fan project?
I'm in the fanbook project.
also.. i can't wait thill that book i preordered comes
XD NEW ANNE RICE BOOK!
oi that shit better be hard cover.. so i can just library the shit out of it.
sometime si love my job for shti like that
i got shitl linne dup for preorder till april!
i gotta actually go through all of my manga and see what i'm selling.
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[Saturday, October 4, 2003|12:35 p.m.]
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went to see Out of Time with sis, her bf, his bro and allen and dave
yeah they arew older than me.. by a few.. to ALOT *COUGHallenCOUGH*years...
but we had fun..
I'm glad i'm used to guys.. and their.. guyisms..
the dick joeks.. and.. ..
it was jsut a hilarious time!
and yeah Julio *Ferdi's bro..* is an ass sometimes..
but he does have some rather interesting notions about love, family honor
then again... he's been divorced already.. and his kid does NOT look like him
my sis gave me the lowdown on Ferdi's friends a looooooooooooooooong time ago
Alen.. the OLD one..
yeah man.. he's OLD!
he's pretty cool
the move was good.. until they tried to cram MAD shit at the end
Densel did a good job as always
meh. it was good overall
this is the MOST movies i've seen in a YEAR!
I'm not a "go out to the movies" type of person you see
get beck to ferdi & Julio's house.. and we watch the rest of Lil Nicky
work was work. was an hour late..
ok.. here's what happend
my dad decided to wake me up an HOUR AND A HALF before i usually get up
so i'm blindly folding laundry and shit like that..
then Ethan gets up and is all like "TEA TEA!"
so I blindly stumble into the kitchen and make his milk.
then my dad is like.. "Oh can you take out some lunch for me?"
so I do that..
I was so exhauseted it's not even funny!
so I'm like.. shit. I can't go to the test review for class today.
so my mom comes home.. and I'm in her bed with ethan watching.. um.. sesame street and thouse types of shows
she kept trying to wake me and I kept falling back alseep
it was horrible!
So at around 9am.. i some hoe manage to take a btah and get dressed to pick up my books from school so i can study before i got o work..
I was SUPPOSED to go home and get a ride from her when she came back from church..
she decides to head towards new brunswick..
the church was in that S-named town near it.. i forget..
Summerville? Summerset? it's not Sayerville..
i don't THINK it was anyhow.. that's like on rt 18 or some shit..
anyways.. so her pastor friend Rose
the one who was at my Auntie Marva's funeral opend up the church for them to pray and worhsip
*I* thought i was gonna sleep int he car..
BOY WAS I WRONG!
i went with them and we sang hymns and i read proverbs 14
very insightfulBi jsut opend up the bible and there it was.
too bad i have class at that time.
i did enjoy talking to Rose about stuff.
but yeah man..
she told me about some school in HIGHLAND PARK her grandson USED to attend
the HORIBLE THINGS THEY DID TOT HE MINORITY.. akak black children!
i eamn.. youi don't lock them in a darkend closet.
and it's a PRIVATE school too!
a very expensive one!
but they are so racist.. and i wonder why people are like that?
i eman shit.. we ALL gonna die the same way
she said something funny to the effect of:
if heaven is all "black up" would you a white person jump down to hell?
yeah.. she's Jamacian with a THICK accent.. but i'm used to it
but she' right!
*I* was terrorized by a racist teacher in 5th grade!
i even went to counceling for it!
and jsut the other day i went thourgh my old HIP medical records
my councelor or whatever.. she at FIRST thought i had ADHD
but the side notes stated i was a good student before this blah blah..
the PINCIPLE and the NURSE vouched for me
and int he end of the papers it said for my mom to move me out of the class since *I* was fine and the teacher had a problem
so i can relate
anyhow.. i got to work an hour late..
but screw them
i came in an hour earlyt eh other day!
lan and jonathan were working and he thought i was pissed..
do i look mean and serious when i'm not all smiling ans shit?
i guess so.
her's ALWAYS asking me if i'm ok
anyhow.. OMG OMG OMG!
THE HOT VENTI COFEE GUY CAME IN. THE FLIP ONE
WATCH LAN AND I DROOL OVER HIM
and he had a flip karate associatin jacket on.
jonthan said he looks liek he can be an actor.
and we were wailing at that point becuase we lost sight of him only to see that he was inteh parking lot leaving.
like we'renot OBVIOUS when we smile at him
shit I can't help it.
a fuckin LIVING ADONIS!
and i saw this frail beauty of a man in the mall on my 30 min break too!
he had chin length hair.. and he wa sin a black shirt and black pants that fir him so well!
it even had the lil white gangster stripes on it too
and he was by the starbucks stand while i was at the lil salad bar place oggling him
and we made eye contact a few times too.
I don't want to say i have a STRICT preference to asian man..
but lately it seems it, don't it?
I DO like all flavors mind ya.. but... i dunno man...
since first grade i guess i've been spoild
well since i moved to nj anyhow.
And today.. we WERE suppose dto go appel picking..
i get up at 9am.. and i see my dad's car not home..
but i hear everyone else here though.
guess who's about to dip of to nyc to that photo exhibit?
and XD MY MOM GOT A NEW .. er.. MINI VAN!
it's all powdery silver blue..
not i'm not one to name things.. but.. i was like.. SHIVA! when i saw it
*loves the color blue.. among others*
it's so pretty and roomy and soft bucket seats.
so goign to canada this year will be a blessing FINALLY!
AND IT HAS AC, CD PLAYER
lol i BLASTED pop is dead in it
lol it's not a j-rock virgin anymore
POST MORE WoG damnit!
and i'm glad she was recived well by your friends/family..
for the most part anyways
cuz they ARE your family now..
and thank you.
i mneed to fix my link page.it eats up lings on Macs
i want my page to look nice on BOTH platforms
[Thursday, October 2, 2003|02:27 p.m.]
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Olly,did you see the FF7 clip?
I know you had the link to it.. but I had to go to work
She is.. I swear..
She's in love/lust with Sephy!
Yeah.. she calls him Sefy
I miss the days I used to work at Pearl
We'd talk about GW, yaoi, ff7, yaoi..
I miss my Olly!
*does gimme gimme hands*
Also, I printed color enlargements today!
I'm really close with the colors too
Now I gotta make prints of other photos as well
I may be going apple picking this weekend..
the problem is that there is this photography exhibit I'm REQURIED to go to
It ends on the 11th...
I want to make SURE it's the last day...
I may be going with Fang.
And who knows.. we may stop in chinatown and eat too
My stomach hurts and I need to go get food...
and.. Lan is precious.
*hugs her tight*
[Wednesday, October 1, 2003|01:29 p.m.]
My class today had me thinking about myself and others i know..in my family..and otherwise....
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*hee hee neo freudian theories are fun!*
We're ALL a touch neurotic it seems.. ok ok.. neurotic is a bad term..
( Read more... )Whew.Self reflection is hard work... it kinda leaves you raw and open and vulnerable I guess. I'm glad I can see my flaws and try to work on them though.
My professor said that being defensive about one's flaws is also a sign of Neurotic Narcissium.
I guess we're all a bit of that simetimes, right? But he said THAT is normal.. its when you BLATANTLY disavow ANY flaws....Makes ya think don't it?
[Monday, September 29, 2003|06:30 p.m.]
[Harmonize]my mom sayin stuff....
I'm sad now
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I miss auntie marva..
and reading her post about loss and such made me feel not only for her.. but for Joel and Ethan...
AND Tommy and Danika
I don't know how it would feel..
I think id' die if it ever happend to me
I love my mom too fiercely i guess
and we're so alike too..
i won't say more due to brining up old feelings you don't want
damn... and aya got stole from too
everyone's lives seems to be going to shit lately
i'm still in my work school haze
barely remembering when i have class/work
too tired i guess
i don't really feel connected or collected i guess
exhaustion will do that to you
i have small burst of energy and all..
but reading all of you guys blogs has drained me totally
from rage at the FLAMER... to rage at the THEIF so utter saddness and the need to comfort..
i think i need to go take a nap...
then again.. closing at work the night before and getting up at 5:30 doesn't help
i'm glad your guys have not only each other for support...
but various people too
it makes the world seem better i guess
i saw the most horrid excuse for a man ont eh bus on sunday..
he was delightfully telling the bus driver how he wants to catch his wife cheating when he HIMSELF was doing the same for YEARS longer
and how he will be so happy to get a divorce
then again he's like 40 yrs old and has been marriged for only 3 yrs.. for the first time
DOOMED from the start
i was gonna say something to him too..
but i was too disgusted for words
he seriously made me want to throw up
just like the flamer and the theif did too
and yeah.. i'm a sentimental idiot.
i can't help but feel for you..
i have to face joel and ethan everyday
and ethan just breaks my heart..
he'll never know his mom..
i mean he'll know OF her.. but it's not the same
and now i can't see they keyboard...
[Saturday, September 27, 2003|10:48 p.m.]
[Harmonize]the rain and the crickets in my basement..
[10:09PM] NIKKIEL1: i saw underworld!
[10:10PM] yuki no ningyou: it rocks!
[10:10PM] NIKKIEL1: it was pretty good.
[10:10PM] NIKKIEL1: not hotties except if you count Mike..
[10:10PM] NIKKIEL1: :/ no bishi vampy bois. T-T
[10:10PM] NIKKIEL1: but they costumes.. however fleeting.. in the vamp mansion were HOOOOOOOTNESS!
[10:10PM] NIKKIEL1: ]and the action was good.
[10:10PM] NIKKIEL1: *hint: keep lookin at mike's crotch...*
[10:11PM] NIKKIEL1: he's all bulgy for 99.9% of the movie
[10:11PM] NIKKIEL1: <- perv much?
[10:15PM] yuki no ningyou: *laugh*
[10:16PM] NIKKIEL1: ^______________^ and thr rundown.. you don't seem many the Rock shirtless scenes.
[10:16PM] NIKKIEL1: ad teh like.. 2 you do.. it's not.. it's meh.
[10:16PM] NIKKIEL1: but it's a funny movie though.
[10:16PM] yuki no ningyou: heh
I'mma miss you.
I hope i get to see you online sometime...
*is very sad about you leaving*
I go to see what's up with you and POOF! you're gone
i really don't have much more to say really
work was.. oh!
WORK WAS FUCKING HELL!
lemme not forget!
fuckin suzy decided to tell lanora basically to go home since it's not busy.
mind you.. i'm ALWAYS right when predict shit at work
i'm like.. watch it get busy when she leaves
and so said so done!
IT WAS BUSY FORM 2PM TO 6PM STRAIGHT!
AND patrick leaves his HALF FUCKIN EATEN BUNDT CAKE INT EH BACK FRIDGE..
AND HE FUCKIN DOESN'T CLEAN OUT THE DRAIN FOR THE SOUP FORM LASTNIGHT
SO IT'S ALL CRUSTY AND SHIT.
*is the "clean frak" in the cafe*
if the district people came today..
we'dve so fuckin failed
and when i left last night..
they didn;t fuckin lable the mocha they made either!
so yeah.. we were totally rushed today.. but lan and i decide to go tothe movies after.B
viv would have come along with us.. but lan couldn't stay for the 10pm showing.
she's opening tomorrow i think
so yeah. teh movie was good
saw the rundown with my ssiter yesterdaynight.. with ehr bf and his brother
good company good movie
i'm too tired to elaborate though
yeah man.. i gotta figure out what to make for ya.
AND get time to do it.
AND get time to make your fansign too
just remind me...
i'll probably forget. T-T
only due to m e being busy and having to rehearse my damend presentation
went to express since they have that MAJOR sale stillB
i saw ANOTHER corset top.. but they didn't have my size.
i only watned that.
i didn't want anythign else really.
work and school make it hard to have a night life..
and i'm going to bed.
I frogot to mention i got yami dvd vol 4
*craks da FUCK up laughing*
now.. i'm not usually an avit anti-dub fan.. but COME THE FUCK ON
THEY HAVE JAMES FORM POKEMON DOIGN WATARI'S VOICE
THAT'S FUCKIN HILARIOUS!
but it went down hill from there
Tsu, muraki, hisoka, ORIYA, TATSUMI!
THEIR VOICES AWERE HORRIBLE DUBBED!
so yeah.. gonna watch ep 12 subbed
hisoka didn't even sound ukish at all
he fuckin DIED AT 16..
MAKE HIM SOUND YOUNGER THAN FUCKIN 20-23 YRS OLD!
bought the how to draw manga: Males book
on a whim really.
i need to do glasses better and they had many examples
and i got this HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT ass. how to draw manga style *forgot the REAL title
painting and comp techniques
THE THINGS THEY DO WITH COPIC MARKERS IS UMBELIVABLE
I'm a Prismacolor.. *coughcolorpencilcough* girl
i never buckled down to get the markers
but yeah man..
ok .. off to watch ep 12 and 13
they really needed to make a longer series
the manga has so much more in it!
and the image quality is so BAD!
ON MY TV AND MY COMP!
the quality is that of a badly compressed fansub
the blacks aren't crisp and look kinda blotchy adn blue
ake a look at the opening sequense to see what i mean
i wish adv picked it up
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[Thursday, September 25, 2003|09:10 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Syoku Kurenai - Dir en Grey
whomever gets 9999 wil get a treat.
screencap and e-mail it for meh.
i'm not in a better mood
i'm TRYIGN to be in a better one
but i can't do it
i jsut foundout the corset shirt i bought is now onsale for about.. HALF of what i paid for.
*is not happy one bit*
i waited most of the summer for the price to drop
and i buy it thinking it WON'T drop..
only to fuckin find it it's like.. HALF FUCKIN PRICE NOW!
soemthing's gonna die tonight
I FUCKIN SWEAR!
anyhoo.. so my mom gets home and she drops me there
i'm scared to do the end part of the presentation BY MYSELF!
hopefully i don't get a hayfever attack or some shit
and fuckin.. my book bag is lost...
mostlikely i left it int he M.A.Dept. but i dunno..
i SWAER i had it on Wed.
i KNOW i didn't bring it home though.
and it wasn't in Kristen's car..
i was off yesterday..
days jsut keep mishmashing together
ic an barely remember my SCHOOL schedule.. let alone work
my woes aside to go..
I'm all grinnin and shit.
truth be told..i was worrin about ya boy
i worry abotueveryone though
didn't you know?
*keels over laughing*
i really REALLY AND TRULY wish you the best though
and treat those liekyou'd want to be treated.. blah blah.. biblely stuff
'tis true.. but ya know
*is wiggling in her chair*
despite how much JOY i feel.. i need to haul ass to bed.
Oyasamiggie mah niggies
*jsut stares at that line*
off to bed i go.
WTF WAS THAT?
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[Thursday, September 25, 2003|08:11 p.m.]
>_> *looks at clock*
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aite.. i called dave who's in my ad design class at about..
6pm.. to tell him i had no ride to the place we're all going to meet at.
he hasn't called back yet
and i SHOULD call Fang.. btu she's at work..
i left a message on his phone though..
i hate this waiting shit!
I WANT TO SEE UNDERWORLD SO BAD!!
everyone and their moma sayin it's good
and i'll only be off next sat to see it.
hence.. no cuties will be at the movies by then
my day was good.
saw deb *squee*
saw ryanh *triple squee*
i was happy.
made a color contact sheet
no actual enlargement yet though
the color developer machine was actin up
so um.. sometime next week if i have time...
and Joel was supposed to get a ride home form his friend..
tell me whey the kids dad was like.. er.. he's here with us..
i'm talkint o joel goin.. er.. why ain't you HERE?
and he';s like the football association was like.. hur dur.. ou guys take him home
and i'm like.. OI! YOU SOULD HAVE CONFIRMED THIS WITH MOMMY TO BEGIN WITH!
HE WAS SUPPOSED TO GET HIS FRIEND'S # AND MY MOM AND THE KIDS PARENTS WHOULD HAVE MADE A PROPER PLAN
she'; at church.. adn her phone is off..
my dad is in.. *thinks for a sec*
He's in TO already.B
yeah.. he left 5am today to drop his uncle to TO
i was up til 2:30 baking chicken and shit like that
thank gawd my class was at 11 am.. so i got to sleep
but i slept a lil too late.. and when i got up.. my mom was DEAD ASS ASLEEP TOO
so i called a cab and POOF 15 bucks poorer am i
i don't liek being an hour late to class..hence the cab
and i'd ve sayed home but FRAN wanted me at the club meeting
the nerve ya know..
i KNOW she don't like Maria much..
she tells me ALL her gripes she has about her!
even BEFORE i knew who maria was.
and i'm like.. whatever. >_>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
and i TOLD fran how maria bacame the advisor to the Myriad was pure coincidence
i was makin an announcement for submissions and she was like.. cool can i see a copy
so i show her
and she's like. :/ you guys need help with a layout
and i'm like .. why he hell not?
so she becomes our advisor
Fran was .. to me it seemed.. kinda upset i chose maria over her
i TOLD her how it happend.. and she seemd cool with it
at the Campus College Programing Board meeting Cat, Maria and myself sat at the same table
i saw fran and waved hello
she seemd kind shocked i was with maria
but i thought nothing of it then
flash to yesterday in class
she's like.. Oh! Are you stillw ith Mixed Spices?
andi'm liekyeah. why whouldn't i be?
then she's like..i saw you in Myriad and i was wondering.. blah blah.. you gonna still be an officer in OUR club though?
and i'm fuming mentally and i'm like.. ER.. YEAH!
and Maria is doing the petty brain pickeing Fran's doing..B
Maria:Oh? what club is fran advisong? I forget what it's called
Me: Mixed Spices
Maria: Oh yeah. What do they do anyhow? You're in that club right?
Me:Yeah. We're a multi cultrual club
Maria:Oh. that's cool.
-_- and BOTH clubs ahd meeting today ya know.B
and i'm a head officer in BOTH clubs.. art director for Myriad.. and Secretary for Mixed Spices
and in mixed spices i feel like i'm doign the workt he PRESIDENT AND VICE PRESIDENT SHOULD BE DOING
i eman fuckin.. *I* was the one hwo e-mailed everyone about shit.
ME! THE FUCKIN SECRETARY.
i'm highly considering just beign a memeber of both clubs.
i'm already streed with work and classes as is
oh! joel jsut got home
i had to LIE to that kidas dad on the phone
i don't like lyign to people ya know
i feel horrible after..
so i'm tellint he kids dad my mom may have gone tothe field to look for him.. KNOWING she didn't and was at church
AND FUCKIN JOEL!
m,y mom TOLD him WEEKS AGO to find out anyone on his team who lives nearby so they can drophis ass home
AND to get their #'s too
his pokey ass DIDN'T DO IT!
like i didn't expect that...
but it hought this time my mom talekd tot he coaches and talekd tho the kids parents
but SHE didnt do that eitehr
and even IF my dad didn't got o canada.. he'd be up at the house doign repairsB
thank GAWD i was home and not at work liek i was scheduled to be
they would have just gotten a machine
so i told joel to not fuck around like that. NOT LITERALLY THOSE WORDS MIND YOU.
and if this happens again him AND ethan may be taken away form us..
i dunno if my parents DID or DIDNOT get guardianship over them.. but still
it CAN fuckin happen..
so when my mom gets home i'mma tell her
and when my dad gets back they'll ALL have a nice big talk about it with him
and i'm still waiting.
and yeah.... i'm not happy
[Tuesday, September 23, 2003|09:01 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Mushi - Dir en grey
Thank you mah nihon boi
He gave me the link..
*shakes a fist at 'couver*
so far away
my mom was to come home at am
she calls and is like i dunno when i'm commin..
i'll try to be there by 8
so i'm not sweatin it.. i work at 9:30
i get ethan ready.. bathe him.. make his lunch
*I* was up early for once
then i'm waiting.. i call my boss after she calls.
and i let him know what's up
he's like don't worry.. jsut let me know when she gets home
so i'm waiting..
i fall asleep during Clifford
grumble through Dragon Tales.. i hate that show alot
fake NON SPANISH LOOKING/SOUNDING kids!
i mean shit..
you got their mom with an OBVIOUS accent right..
and some other old ass dragon who speaks spanish too
shit they have SONGS in spanish
but they kids sound WHITER THAN SLICED BREAD MAN!
AND they LOOK it too
i did some sleeping otn eh bed while ethan was snuggled up against me dozing or watching tv
then joel is about to leave..
that's about... 8:30ish?
his school starts at 8:57
i tell him to put on a jacket. and he's like.. aite
so jsut to make sure.. i watch him leave.B
it had started to rain by then
i had to call him inside TWICE to put ON his "jacket"
and NOT to wear his "jacket" aka flece thingy with NO hood and find his ass a jacket
we dont' and i eventually findhiom a normal black umbrella
what better way to embarass a th grader than to send him to school with a turiquios *sp?* paisley umbrella ne?
but i wasn't int he mood
so it was pooring when i brought him inside the second time mind you.
he'dve been SOAKED THOROUGHLY
i can predict shit about to happen
so i had a FEELING my mom wil be WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY lateB
and he was cool about it
but then again.. all the bosses talk shit about..
well.. each other AND everyone
he wasn't makin any jokes about it.. but.. :/
i'm kinda wary of it all still
anyhow.. so i get to work at ELEVEN
and to make my FANTASTIC morning even more FANTASTIC..
gettin out of my mom's car.. i steped in a BIG ol puddle..
yeah.. so i come in scowling and shit
so mad people come to the cafe durignthe day and ask if i'm ok
aw. they are so sweet
and i think SImone heard me yell at ethan ont he phone.. ^^;;;;;
he was trying NOT to eat his pear slices
i must have sounded like a mad woman
aside form that.. work was coolB
i saw my daytime regulars whom i'd forgotten about
the cute nordstrum guys
the lil flip woman who gives me tips all the time
i miss my day people so much
i admit day is DULL AS FUCKIN HELL!
but less stress
and shit.. i wanted to pay my school fee today..b ut they didn't get any pickuops since it was a slow day
my mom gave me her platnum card thoughB
she even said i don't have to pay her the full cost back.. sjtu 100 bucks
i'm SO FUCKIN HAPPY!
so i can get my cam cam or ipod..
i haven't decided yet actually...
i mean.. since those legal people are suing people come wed..
so most likely i'll get it from the mac store
ok.. kyo sounds so sad in this song
*changes the song*
back seat dog!
-_- shit. i neverr did find out the american song it's based on ya know..B
this calls for a visit, ne?
actually.. i need some black pants anyhow..
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[Monday, September 22, 2003|10:22 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Šy‰€‚Ì”à Paradisiac Door -YAMATO (from White Bound)
Sato gave me that song a while ago
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and i love it to death..B
correction.. an ending
it has an ending feel to it
it's such anice mellow song.
i've fucked up trillain somehow
remember when i almost lost all fo my msn people..
now some contacts are on Y!, AIM , and MSN..
but not all of them.
i need to unblock him too..
i no longer fear for my chastity..
*KEELS OVER LAUGHING*
but he was a moot creepy they first time he drove me home
cool guy all in all thoughB
and he's taken now.. so no worries
i miss rocko's modern life so much!
Win media has been giving me a good flowing mix tonight.
Raison de tre *remix version* then roni size Siren Sounds and Kusare Kedou e - Son of Bitch
and i cat get shit ddone for clas sya know.
*has a paper she needs to do research on*
now Cloud Age Symphony is on!
damn. i love my comp tonight!
but yeah man.. i need to do my paper.
and oi oi .
first Dongyi.. tehn Meeshies and Jade. now you're beign flamed
*is talkin to jade*
what is this virus going around too?
mad people are all sickB
i know *I* have hayfever..
>_> so long as it isn't any flu.. stomach or head right?
i can't send the HP jelly beans. it'll take to long to get to ME!
girls be is on now.
[Monday, September 22, 2003|08:39 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Nowhere - the pillows
GUESS WHO GOT THIGH HIGHS!?
they are so lush though
*SO stole Joy's word*
i'mma be killin that word now
anyhoo...where was i?
i called wayne today to ask if i can switch with anyone for thrusday off
my group for ad class is meeting for our presentation..B
since they decided to go FIRST!
i got a drop by kristen to the mall and i asked heidi if she can do it
and i told my mom NOT to work this comming sunday..
cuz.. here i am thinking my class is at 8:30.. when it started at 8:00
so not only have i been late.. cuz 'd ge tthere like 9am
but i'm SUPER late
i'm seriously -><- close to dropping the class.
ugliness rears its head yet again
what else it new?
that aside.. since it's dumb and people are COWARDS.....
I REALLY HATE COWARDLY PEOPLE!
i defend no one 'cept for family..
but come on..
if you want to flame.. post your e-mail or link sweetheart!
however unfair it is..i ignore stupidity like that
shit.. *I'M* used to negative thigns being said about me..
so i can totally get she feels in some small way...
cuz this aint the first time it's happend to her..
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[Monday, September 22, 2003|12:53 p.m.]
[Harmonize]todd and maria talking about comps.
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TOLD YA SO!
I told you you'd know...
patience is a virtue
-_- got to class late AGAIN today..
WHY do i keep thinking my class starts at 8:30
it starts at 8 am
+_= and working 6-close the night before doesn't help it
nor does my hayfever acting up..B
AND my takinf benadryl helpit much either
and i have a presentation to donext week monday
i'mma have to swith with someone
I STILL gotta order Parakiss *aka pk* vol 3..
work never had it.. -_-
so ihave vol 4 and i'm NOT going to read it until i finish vol 3
but i think vol 3 is so old though
it's not in b&n's system
and im have the ISBN# too
and they STILL can't find it..
i'm thinking it's just old..
and .. i wan the last yami dvd already..
i have no idea if it came out already..
i'm only buying.. sadly.. the last one..
or.. i'll get the rest of it from Viv
actually ic an get MAD niame from her bf too.
yeah..not a typo.. viv got a man now
if he makes her cry.. he's a dead man though
but he's into anime and he knows people who can get it.
so gundam seed.. and I CAN FINALLY FINISH X tv..
*is such a horrid lil anime fan*
oi oi.. they getmy support by me buying manga..
which is overpriced.. ..
well.. PK is costly in japan so we get a deal on THAT one..
and shit. they didn't come out with vol 5 yet!
in japan i mean..
i'm thinking of getting the mangazine it's in though.
the pace of school is getting hectic...
and it suuuuuuuuucks!
[Sunday, September 21, 2003|12:32 p.m.]
[Harmonize]Janine talkin on the phone
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should i keep it?
i got the scans and the text already..
it hoguth i lost this link
but Lindsey had it
talked to that guy on xanga..
damn my direct connect not working
i wanted to see more pics
i keep telling yuki that i'm hungry..but i didn't go eat yet
andthis is good news.
actuall;y. no it's not
COME TO NEW YORK DAMNIT
[Sunday, September 21, 2003|02:55 a.m.]
Font sites for
*made some brushed out of them before*
^_^ enjoy them
m,ost of thos elinks are of fof dafont anyhow.. so yeah..
a good source!
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